My View About Life
I see life as an inspiration to me. I try to move forward with my learning based on the past experiences. With all ups and downs, life always teaches me the very basic elements to live and understand its minute details. Life is not easy but it always gives time to breathe for a while to relax, so that we regain our courage and strength to move ahead. Keeping past in mind as remembrance of our learning, we plan for future. Deep inside, I believe that life is not just to get but it is the responsibility of each individual to give it back in return what they have received from the society, earth and nature. Living just for me is not what I am. I always remind myself that this is my moral responsibility to give back to the society, to the earth and to the nature in return to their gifts to me. They give all these gifts to me to survive and live my life with dignity and honour.

My Hardest Moments
Life is about happiness but not always. It is hard and painful at times. Sometimes life is full of sorrow, especially when you don’t want those things to happen what might have happened. I experienced my first most shocking and painful moment of life when I was besides my Mother during her last moments. She was lying on hospital bed. Last time she opened her eyes, looked straight into my eyes and tears felled from her sides and she breathed her last. She left us on 4th February 2005.

Second painful time came to me on 24th February 2009, when my father left us. I felt so weak, broken and lonely at that time which I never felt ever before in my life. That was the time I felt the pain of being alone and it still remains with me. I could not believe that I have lost my father. He was active till his last breath. First time I felt myself an orphan. I can’t forget that morning, when I woke up and looked at him. He looked so calm and relaxed in his sleep. His face was shining. It was different from other mornings when he was usually awake before me.

I never saw him so much relaxed in his sleep before. The first thing came into my mind was that nobody should disturb him. But the moment I moved, he woke up. When I moved out of my bed, he was there with a new towel in his hand and wanted me to change my old towel. He gave me his own new white towel before I went to take a bath. That was the last time I saw him standing and talking to me. That evening, I got the news that he is not with us any more but the truth is that he is always around me and I see him everywhere.

My Guide and Teachers
My work has given me an opportunity to be close to the people who are deprived. I have committed myself to work for them. They are my real teachers. Even in distress and pain which is also reflected in their eyes, still are determined to move ahead. This inspires me to be strong in my life. They also teach me how to live life without complaining even if it becomes un-bearable.

At some point of time, when you trust some people in your life and you follow them blind fondly. You give the best period of your life to them. But one day, you find that your trust on them has been shattered. You realize that it was a mistake you have committed somehow. By the time you figure this out, it is already late. Sometimes you sacrifice all your ambitions, growth, dreams and desires of your life because you are emotionally attached to the person you trust. When it comes to the family members, you can manage emotionally because that relationship is different by nature but it hurts when you face this in your professional life on which your career and growth depends.

Someday you may also find that the person you trusted blind fondly has achieved everything in life but you are stagnated at the same place from where you started your career. If this realization is late, you are left with very few alternatives or opportunities in your life which affects your career adversely. There you learn that even you are alone you have to move ahead in the life and give it a new start once again. But the fear of risk is more when one reaches to the later part of the age in life.